7 days a week

2010-10-13T21:13:00.001+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa cowwwwwwwwwwwww! im tired.

i'm only doing and trying it whats best.

2010-10-12T07:20:00.001+08:00

People just don't have to be misjudgemental when it comes to heartbreaks of love life i had in the past. I may not know about love but i only do know how to be and show it to the one and only. All i could do is try for the better and long and under the hand's of Allah.

Some people especially the mutuals; don't have to foresee me as the one who's fast after a past relationship or one with cute guys but ended up in a shit hole. I mean seriously, it's others opinion i may or may not aware of, but i know it's just what people thinks of me so just don't get on my nerves. cause to me it's a sensitive personal or private life, for others to be questioning about.

Yes, i may have ended up pretty "shitty" in the past. But what can i do, i cant force people to be with me when someone had lose it all. So to the people, just think on your own, love aint just about your bgr partner but also your family, bestfriends, friends and others who adds up colours into your life and forever will be. No matter in any cost of ups and downs, you'll turn to your bf/gf/family/friends in the end what.

So to the certain mutual friends or anyone, i appreciate your thought generally wisely, positively and please try to understand one's feelings when it comes to personal questions when being asked. thank you.

Okay i swear i'll be afraid if she's around.

2010-09-28T11:14:00.000+08:00

Hey Doc, i'm back & wanna see my fat-baby-time-picture? you wanna wanna??

2010-08-24T07:29:00.014+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Okay as historical as it seems, indeed that i had only spent 4 hours of an empty-minded sleep last night.

Unfortunately, nothing can even keep me tight enough to bed during the early morning today after my fasting breakfast. As i tried and tried to; like a slow turtle trying to crawl faster, i then listened to the best of Jack Johnson's songs assuming that i would sleep by then, but somehow, there was no avail to.

So basically, i'm feeling slightly better from the feverish body i had again. With the help of all God's prayers in my spiritual and emotional values.

Perhaps the answer to my question to "why can't i keep my bloody eyes close to sleep this time?", i supposed it was due to anxiousness related to after a month and 2 weeks of not attending to follow-up appointments with my Dermatologist. And yes, it haunts me.

Imagining, him getting mad at me due to further complications that i can get after a non-regular check-ups or maybe, he might be thinking that i'll run away from him on every appointments or could it be worse! That he could have increase my damn treatment bills! *GASP*

I mean, the treatment really costs. But what the heck, thanks to my oily face back then with all the blow-ups of pimples on my face. Hee. But i thanked him way too much, cause an angel dermatologist like him could have save me from all the sadness despair in me during that break out.

Overall story, i'm seeing him later at 0930 hours on the DOT. hurrhurr. I shall start acting all natural once i entered his office like..

"Hey Doc, guess who's baaaaaaacckkkk

yeah and i kind of like this picture, my teeth is white and it's almost symmetrical! teehee!

Skali he nags at me, i'll be laughing. No clue why but yeah.

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And i found a picture of me when i was a fat kid who looks like a boy in a pink top in my grandmomsie's purse, locker and of course family's-kampung-memories-album.

Oh that's my auntie from JB by the way, whom never fails to stop carrying me since i was young. Unlucky for her, thankfully my family and i had then left the kampung and breathing or should i say, living in Singapore till now and forever.

P.S. i just dont wanna feel an ah-lian in M'sia, kinda spoil a lil of my reputation though. Uhh hahaha. I was just kidding and i apologize if i have offended anyone in any way. Peace!

The end.

Boooooooooohoos

2010-08-24T00:00:00.003+08:00

I miss him so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad :(((( and i'm feeling down cause i'm unwell. Booooos-day today!

*stab chest with a cucumber*

Busy day, busy having fun

2010-08-20T23:12:00.007+08:00

Amazingly the wish i made last night to God had been granted for good, that there will be a rainy weather today. As happy as a kid who first pulled a man's pants, i had a good comfy rest! Later on, i then woke up with a good morning stretch like the world can never end and then prepare myself for an outing with my Unicorn. Thanks to him, i can really surrender my stress with the help of his presence.

Perhaps i must say today will be one of my luckiest day. I got an early transportation to certain locations on time, availability of seats at Expo Coffee Bean outlet for me to chill and study? yeah and also, the ability to meet this kid today. heheh.

More or so, it was suppose to be our study date thing, but i hardly focus in my head. Not sure whether it has to be the temptations of the coffee that i had to hang on or i just wanna have a bloody great time. Naughty me. Shhhh.. and you readers better not tell my mother about it.

Pretty much or so, i had a bounty of happiness revolve around me today with my unicorn. From the first time we tolerated random-play-along text messages till up to date when we're still on track by chilling and hanging out and stuffs. Well,i hope he had fun and he does have this super-bloody-damn-good eyesight to see at least 6 to 7 feet afar  as if his eyes are like a pair of telescope or something.

Somehow, he thinks this may be cheeky looking but i find it really really cute! Mum said "macam pedophile.." hahahhahahahhaha!

Laughing my butt off.

And ohhhhhh... i totally love the scent of my favourite perfume for men. It is "Hugo Energizer". I love it on men as i really makes me go hype with that sweet sweet scent. Since my uncle had used it before yet i couldn't resist it. *drools*

Till here then, good night readers. Have a bloody good rest tonight!

i thought a saw my man brought to life

2010-08-18T10:33:00.003+08:00

There i was rotting around every corner of my house, waiting as time passes by till the day when i could actually see you again.

Whenever there is a breezy, cold weather, all i could ever think of was to be with you playing in the rain like as though we were like any other two little kids.

Now this tells me how much i've missed you even more.

But when there is a blazing heat weather, i'll tend to dream big of my own ambitious future. Like as if it'll come but who knows really.

Whether i'll get my two dreamest jobs; radio-Dj like class 95fm or Music 98.7fm or an Author.

But since nursing path is what I've chosen in my current Nitec cert. It ain't that bad though of becoming a nurse or even at higher rank.

So may Allah bless me and lead me the path that brings joy to my future and the people whom i love around me regardless of betrayers or hypocrites.

Ahhhhh yes any ways, this month is the fasting month. Definitely, i'll celebrate this wonderful month of Ramadhan with blessings, perseverance and faithful. Happy fasting to all Muslims in the globe.

2010-08-17T17:20:00.000+08:00

Awesome or what? cause i'm only left with 2 more hours to break my fasts!

wish you could be there when im ready, even for how long it'll take me to.

2010-08-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

My heart is pounding endlessly like through the breaking end of my chest wall. I'm a teenage girl outcome to be a young adult who admits that i sure am afraid to fall back in love again and again.

I just hope and really do hope, you'd wait. But i can't promise so much but all i can do is hope and pray if so you'd do wait.

Im a sucker for romance. Im a boo-hoo when it comes to be in a relationship, indeed, that im a sucker for romance.

You're so awesome, that it's so hard for me to be with you. Thinking that i wont be good enough for you. I like and fetish you really, i do. so i'll do take my time, dear. :)

Oh Saturday, like finally!

2010-07-31T12:41:00.009+08:00

Hello to the world of angels in which for, I have 5 sayings that i would love to share.

First and foremost, i really do miss my bloggie.

Secondly, Ruzicorn made my days since Thursday night. Damn epic, funny and AWWW.

Thirdly, i think i'm going nuts studying about my Psychiatric Module in my nursing course.

Fourthly, i treasure my bestfriends in school and class from the bottom of my G-string.

Last but not least, i cannot wait for HARI RAYA FASTING MONTH ~! A month of pious and blessing. May Allah be with us to all Muslims.

Time for Lee Min Ho's dramas

2010-06-25T09:38:00.002+08:00

It's raining cats and dogs in the morning today. Then there was the thunder and also by the dense, cool breeze through my bedroom window. I woke up and look out the window, i yelled out "Singapore's flooding again" as i saw deep rain water coming in the huge 'longkang' and it reached above the maximum level.

Dad came home in the morning and 3/4 of his pants were drenched.

As for now, with the help of a blissful weather from God, i decided to watch all the dramas that has Lee Min Ho in it.

Latest Drama : Personal Preference.

( ***** (5stars) :D :D :D ; You'll love it and its soundtrack too ! )

Drama : Boys Over Flowers

( Yeah i watched it again, only those romantic scenes, cause there were too many episodes. )

Drama : I Am Sam (i'm your teacher)

( not bad though, good actors but this time there's T.O.P. in it ! what a gangster face, but i likey)

Drama : Mackerel Run. *IT'S A MUST TO WATCH*

( Lee Min Ho's character is so epically romantic, funny, charming and DORKY ! WEEE !)

Drama : Secret Campus

( It's L.M.H's first drama shoot, shall say he's damn adorable in the filming )

Dunkin Donut Commercial : Charming or what !

Settle Back; my love was blind and i blame it all myself back then.

2010-06-23T18:35:00.010+08:00

Wondering whether he understands my situation.

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He and i have been friends since 13 years of age.

Back then i was blind, i didn't realize how much he loved me and that he waited for me throughout my whole 3 years in high school.

I even dated other guys than him.

He is smart and such a sweetheart from an express stream.

He looks after me in every and any way.

I remembered that i had frequent faints in school, yet he willingly sacrificed his lessons to keep me company.

On 11th to 12th June '07, were the days that i admitted at KK hospital and i missed his birthday on the 11th as it was my operation day.

The time when i was anxious about my first op and my first that i'd missed his birthday.

Afterwards, he came in on the next day.

Together with him, he brought along his Birthday-Chocolate cake and sat next to me on the edge of my hospital bed.

The cake was beautifully made by his mom and indeed, that it taste exceptionally delicious. Yes, i love and enjoyed it.

Months and months later, we both were involved in a Science trip to New Zealand for 2 weeks.

Before the trip, i was sick and unable to attend its meeting. I remembered that he dropped by to my place. Just to pass something ( a small shirt for the trip ) and my parents invited him and my mom was enjoying his company in the living room.

I felt easy to trust him with my parents. Then it was the trip.

Honestly, i had a bloody good time during that trip and also with him.

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At the age of 16, i really fell deeply in love with him and with opened arms, i eventually accepted him as my boyf.

My love for him had made me realize that he was the only guy whom had made me feel so alive after recalling the moments we had in our high school for the past 3 years.

Unfortunately we only lasted for 2 months.

The main reason was; i really do love him but, i had to leave him.

What made me had done this was, the disapproval made by my grandmother of having me being with any arab guys. I was shocked that she found out as my mom told her about it.

i questioned about what wrongs does it make to date an arab guy like him. My uncles thought that i was rude as i questioned more to my grandmother. Sadly, I had no back up to support my own say not even my mom could help me back then.

It took me 3 weeks to think before i stopped the relationship through a phone call. It was harsh moment. I had my own broken heart to stop the relationship with him. I guess i had no choice but to.

He was sad and surprised. I can tell that he was even furious about the sudden break up made through a phone call.

Only my mom and sis knew the love i had for him. Also the fact that mom, met him before.

And by the time on graduation day '08, it was when i wish that it didn't happened but was glad enough to see him smile at me as usual.

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Later then til today, this moment will forever i remember. I was blinded stupidly by the love i had. He won't know but, if i were smart enough i wouldn't have done it.

For whatever it is, we are both are as cool as ever and he will still be my best friend like when we were in high school together.

Have you had anyone whom treat you so well that you can't do the same ?

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Kyuhyun oppa, Saranghaeyo~ love loves

2010-06-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

Cho Kyuhyun. My fave from Super Junior.

He's still as charming as ever. :D

So basically the whole cold day today, i was as lazy as a mole rat. Other than laying around and doing the laundry earlier today, i watched Cinderella Stepsister and videos of super junior (of course).

Tomorrow, i'll have to pay back my fasting before the actual fasting month arrive in this coming August.

Wooo i love fasting month; a month of blessing, forgiveness and pious. :D

A day with parents.

2010-06-15T20:07:00.006+08:00

There was my mom, dad and myself.

We had our lunch and shopped for groceries at Geylang Serai today. Considering that, i'm glad that we live nearby to Geylang area, where significant malay culture, history and delicious food is. Well, with the exception of hookers at night, by the way.

Anyways, we had our meal at Hajah Maimunah Restaurant. Their side dishes are yummy and it's always kept full-house. Damn sians.

As we're all eating, Dad asked. "I wonder how's your future-mom-in-law is gonna be like..."

I swear, i gave him this look on my face. (=__=")

Once we're done eating, it was time for us to look for groceries. Mom happened to pass by some models who were photo shooting and most of them are pure "malay-looking" ones.

Mom told me. "Hey! why not you be the model?! Every time post on Facebook only."

I replied. "Omma, i rather represent myself as a model from Hawaii can? *hula dance* "

Mom said. "Ish this girl ah. STOP DANCING AT GEYLANG LEH ! "

All of us are drop dead tired. And finally, home sweet home!

WOOT WOOTS FOR SUPAA JUNIAAA !

2010-06-14T21:31:00.001+08:00

*cough cough* super junior i mean..

urghh

2010-06-14T18:31:00.004+08:00

The weather seemed hot yet cooling in my area as i left house at about 1230 hours. I wore a yellow flower prints top, bulging jeans and a pair of slippers. I was on my way to meet Yong Shen at AMK Hub and then off to Northpoint Mall as we went to have our shopping together.

Later then, we had our usual routine in every of our outing, playing bowling. A classic fun for both of us, bestfriends to mock and challenge one another.

Yong mentioned that my personality turned out differently today. So i said "Perhaps my hormones are changing, everybody does".

As paranoid as it is, my right thumb bleeds. The feeling of pain like a whacked-horse. :C

As always, this time round, Yong beat me on the game today and my name listed on the screen was Cassandra ! Haha ! i love that name and how i wish it is. But, Idra, which is my original name being created and proudly raise by my beloved parents is the one that i'm belonging to be gifted for. :) thanks mom and dad.

Besides that, luckily my blog is limited to the people whom i wish to share with.

I simply dislike it when my guy friends are asking me out on a date so suddenly ever since "then". I find it annoying much? Cause the least thing that they can do for me is just to give me, my own quality space that i need for the time being. Can they at least think first rather than i say it to them individually and hurting them because of me? Oh God, im not the only fish in the sea, you know.

Other than that. i'm in crave for ben&jerry's vanilla dough ice cream. X( and i wanna go hiking and rock-climbing soon! :D

By the way, i had fun today, YONG SHEN ! :D HEEEEHEE !

caffeine on a drive

2010-06-13T02:05:00.002+08:00

Ahhh yes, eventually, my addiction to caffeine has risen.

I've stopped drinking it since like 3 months ago due to certain circumstances. For now, i'm all high after a long drifted days of not having it. Drank a cup of black coffee and Macchiato. Superb. I thought i was drunk cause i was high while studying.

Honestly, i'm studying during this 3 weeks of holiday too. I'm preparing my theoretical mind before school starts. I'm so gonna graduate this year with flying colourful birds; if there is. Well, i'm gonna watch noose now. it's so epic and i laugh till my abs has it's 4 pax. a good thing that makes my life feel free and enjoyable.

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to elaine;

Maybe some things are meant not to be untold and once things had done, it can't be undone. Indeed i do know that; love seems to feel like a war, easy to start and hard to end. Girl, take it easy. Your life wont end here like right this very full-stop.

In life You'll have the chance. As for now, take your time to cool after all those memorable past you had with him. It is alright to think of him every now and then in your dreams, but in reality it really feel sucks isnt it? Well, difficult as it seems but i know you can.

I'll be there for you and whenever in need. :) smile dear.

my month of June's best hits !

2010-06-13T00:16:00.003+08:00

1. And this, Bieeeeber ahhh. He sang his first verse wrong already. Tsk. Anyways, He's cute. teeeheeee!

2. song's sad but i love it and thankful that taylor swift aint inside the mv. eheheh

3. AHHHH MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE! 3 doors down; vocalist and his sexiest, tender soulful voice!

4.

Full for dinner !

2010-06-12T23:59:00.003+08:00

My family and i had our dinner at Pasar Geylang. We had side dishes of seafood for dinner, unfortunately sis and i can't eat seafood so had to purchase otherwise dishes. heh heh. Oh my god, tom yam soup is like my favourite now! Even if the prawns are tempting me. grr..

Mum knew about my break-up. She suddenly questioned about Mel's whereabouts. Surprisingly, she mentioned about she misses me talking lovey-dovey about mel. Lols. But otherwise, Mum understood the whole thing. :)

She just hopes that mel is OKAY! not me but mel. surprising much. haha.

P.s. So, Melvin Lin Dalang,

happy schooling, working and chilling. All the best for your future endeavours and may the best of luck for your upcoming brightest dream that you are gonna achieve. :) Will see you back in campus next month and Cheers buddy !

Other than that, Sarah, Michelle, Claire and Jong Huan. i miss them alr. :/

On a campus' holiday

2010-06-11T16:58:00.002+08:00

Oh thank Allah, that my 2.1 semester clinical posting has ended today on my T-G-I-F !

Had attained an A this time round clinical result. Felt so awesome. Simply cannot wait for a 3weeks of hippie holiday and back in campus soon after. Till then, i'm heading an early sleep as i was tired during the morning shift. Alright ciaos! :D

The whole first week posting at Institute of Mental Hospial/Woodbridge

2010-06-06T14:07:00.002+08:00

Day 1: I was at a range of 10/10 of anxiety level as i stepped into my first new ward 43. A-long-stay-ward, meaning patients whom are stable. Yet either they have no place to stay or none of them are wanted by their own family members or relatives. Sad much.

Mainly, i do have molesters, chikohpeks, mental disorders and etc other than them, there are a few patients whom are easy for me to communicate better. Day 1 was much for me to learn about the surroundings and the routines of the ward.

And yes these patients are clever no matter what and they do know better than i do during the ward settings.

As days and so forth, I began to pick up my own communication together with most patients. Not easy but it's always a good try to understand their certain behaviour, talents and understanding. I'm getting used to it. And i almost got a punch from one of my favourite patients. Surprised yet i was cool about it. Damn you "Popeye", yes, i called him Popeye cause he looked like one. weee.. :D

Can't wait to work tomorrow.

Wee. IMH!

get well soon love! :3

2010-06-06T11:41:00.003+08:00

i love this pic! winks.

time for fun before an hour left to the end of shift!

2010-05-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

You know, I've been enjoying myself lately working with my best friend these days. Amiza and i are currently on a same shift and being assigned to the same room to look after our patients but with different break timings unfortunately.

I bet the Nurses around enjoyed being with us so much that they're just plain lazy to express their honest feelings to us. haha! Cause bestfriend and i always sing, dance, laugh while working even with patients; we still can act stupid. hahah!

Last night, our Staff Nurse Ashita was accompanied by us to fetch patient's bed from a new ward 68 which is the newest built "Isolation Ward".

Bestfriend and i was like super engrossed with the whole new surrounding of a new Isolation Ward. It was spacious, very clean and it's seems to be as if we're stuck happily in an alien spaceship-kind.

Well to the actual point to what i meant to say was, when we came into the entrance of the new ward, it happened to be our bloody first ever time.

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Amiza and i : "WHOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAA! WHOAA WHOOOOAAA!"

Ashita: * With her sian face and her hands attached to her forehead. SO stress like as if it's the end of the world or something *

Me : "WHOA TOILET BLOODY NICE!"

Amiza: "WHOA SO BIG AH THE WARD!"

Me: "WHOA THE FLOOR BLOODY SPARKLING!"

Amiza: "WHOA ALL NURSES IN NEW WARD WEAR SCRUBS!"

me: "WHOA I'VE NEVER SEEN ASHITA THIS STRESS LOOKING WITH US!"

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then both of us giggled, chuckled and laughed madly regardless of what. Once we had picked up the bed from that ward, it was time for us to head back to our own ward. So Staff Nurse Ashita, was telling other nurses about how stress she can get when Amiza and i are with her.

Awwwww, she must have enjoyed being with us but like i said, she's the one who's lazy enough to admit how fun we kids are last night.

Muahahaaha! :D

Time to work and time to play. So what it's just a matter of a stress-relief.

Peace people!

Long weekends aye

2010-05-09T23:12:00.021+08:00

Today's my eve birthday , and i've already received countless text advance birthday messages by now @ 2300 hours.

I went out to celebrate with my family, grands and boyfriend. Thanks Mom and dad for the gift which is a portable fan. A perfect gift for me to switch it on while playing my piano without a sweat. As for sis, she has already been stressed out with her law exams tomorrow on my birthday. Best of luck sis.

As for boyf, i went out with him all about somerset and orchard town. Thank you so much baby for the taking out your time for my eve-birthday celebration, gifts, movie and all. :D heehee. Most importantly baby, you are my special gift. I only deserve to have you by my side and i'm willingly enough to be your's too. You made me feel so alive in your arms, your heart beats to the beat of mine and i love sniffing every breath out of you each time i'm with you. I wanna be there out of a millions whom you know, supporting encouragingly throughout your whole new year 2010 resolutions. Your family, friends and i will be in your mind, heart and soul. i love you baby. :)

P.S.

Hey My Foxy Grandma, i'll be your saviour.

2010-05-08T21:31:00.014+08:00

Guest-of-Honour, Bukit Batok Commitee.

Ama and Aunt. hahas.

Mom woke me in the blind Saturday morning. Thanks mother. Upon arriving on time at work today, Staffs Nurses were mentioning that i looked so depressed like as if i was in a rape incident or something. Moreover, I dislike working on Saturdays actually. So no more mcs for me this time round, i'd rather snore my whole Saturday.

Throughout the whole shift, i've had been lifting heavy weight patients with all my strength (due to limited number of staffs which is about 9-10 nurses looking after 60 patients today) and therefore, my biceps are now in good shape, i think. Like what my Baby had said, it could be my fats. -_-

For some reason, i feel like hantam my aiai. hahaaha! :P

The clock strikes at 3:10 PM. i was happily cat-walking as i waved and greeted my goodbyes to all staffs along the ward corridor. I then headed back home and had to rush to Grand's House for some event.

The event I went to accompany with my Grandma was a "Senior Citizen Birthday Celebration" with the guest-of-honour name Mdm Halimah Yacob.

Mdm Halimah Yacob has always remembered me as a granddaughter-who-always-accompany-her-grandma-to-such-elderly-event-thingy. Honestly, whenever she sees me she said "I like you, a sincere loving and caring grandchild i known for since you were young".

I was like "Huh? Oh okay cool, thanks for the compliment". Haha. i swear i was blur when she said her speech to me. Lols.

During the event, i wanted to text Aiai but unfortunately my cell phone battery went down after taking a few snapshots of the event i had today with my grandmother. Indeed we both just got home at 2200hours. We're drop dead tired. And i helped grandma win the BINGO GAME ! so fun even if it's that lame, but i like it !

I'm always the one who accompany my grandma to such elderly events, TRUE. Why?

I love and friendster-ing with the elderly. :)

go idra go ama, it's your birthday.. it's your birthday ~

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Baby, so sorry i was unable to reply you earlier. :/ Hope you had a splendid time with your family today ! :) WINKS! I love you and i'm so gonnnnnna seeeeeeeeeeeee you tmr! Muacks!

xoxo

Simulation Training

2010-05-06T23:44:00.006+08:00

I was eventually in school today for simulation training. I met my best friend and her two friends and with Boyf, Casey and Tae Ho in school. Urgh and my own best friend whacked me like those old times we had in our high school days. Her whacking was supposedly to show me how much she loves me rather than express her own feelings instead. Well, thats her. I almost had bruises.

But what the heck, they asked redundant questions to boyfriend today in the school library. (=_=" )

LOLS! Sorry Boyf. hahaha.

Anyways, jamming up with boyf, Casey and tae ho. They're like so goooood and funny people ! ahahha. Of course la my boyf can play guitar so well, such hidden talent being exposed infront of my eyes today ! :) went dinner with him at Prata House, walked around orchard central and headed home together.

Well, baby. Even if i'm busy you'll still be in my ass and in the bottom of my heart ! haha. I love you and always will. Muwaaaaaaaah! WINKS WINKS. ^^

TEEHEE~

complicated + + +

2010-05-03T18:31:00.003+08:00

Today was a brand new Neurology-Ward day. Early in the morning, there were lectures by the Ward Sister. As start of, Neuro is also another word for "brain".

Therefore, my newly patients are rather challenging for me. Their diagnosis are too complicated to figure out. By the sad look upon their faces, i was already heart-tearing by their changes in appearance and health due to such accidents had happened to them. I'm so gonna study and so gonna start my case study on "ICH (intracranial haemorrhage)" .

and i think my brain is sick now. shit.

Okay so i gotta go!~

P.S. to my previous ward staffs, I MISS WARD 42 !!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

today's and yesterday's

2010-05-02T19:53:00.003+08:00

Today

I don't usually awake myself as early as 8 am on every weekends. But unfortunately, this is my 3rd weekend that i happened to. To me it's essentially weird. Besides that, i did studied this morning in order to prepare my knowledge for attachment in a new neurology ward on a first day tomorrow.

I was late by 15 minutes (standard laa) when meeting up with Yong Shen today at Tampines just to accompany him to fix his unconditioned cell phone. However, we head off to Samsung Shop at Woodland's Causeway Point Mall instead, cause it ain't to be found at Tampines already.

And we went to play bowling at Yishun Safra ! Yes i beat him for the first time, hahaha ! I've realized that i've had met some of my ite-bowling-mates and lecturer-look-alike there.

I was like.. "SHIT I better don't look at any of them, or else i'll be in a dead end with all those nagging by them". It's been long since i attend for bowling cca. darn.

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By the way, to my aiai,

All the best for tomorrow's driving theory test baby ! JIA YOU JIA YOU !

What i admire most about Boyfriend is that he's so determined in what he does best ! Someone with such a strong-will, tactful & loving personality who is so capable in spending and managing time with friends/family/me/school&work.

So fighting ! Baby you can do it ! wo ai ni ! :)

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Yesterday

I spent the best time of my life with Boyf's friends yesterday. Together with Vivian, Casey, Kasper, Angela, Kitman, TaeHo, Ashvin, Marvin, Phoebe and Charlene!

Thanks for the last minute event and knowing everyone !

& Iron Man 2 was goooooooooooooooood of 5/5 rating ! ^^V

Loved yesterday!

feeeeeeeveeeeer !

2010-04-28T21:05:00.003+08:00

sick yet still can enjoy taking self-portraits !

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I had on and off fever since 2 in the morning. :/ I got dressed by 10 plus but somehow, my body leads me to febrile. I don't wanna have the intention of paying back on Saturdays, but i was left with no other choice.

Once got home from the Doc, i then called my current Ward hotline, happened that I spoke to my ward Sister Chan. She's so epic over the phone conversation and for the first time that we spoke like girlfriends. haha.

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Me : " Hello and good morning, calling for ward42 Dialysis Centre, this is Idra from ITE yr2 speaking. May i know who's on the line?"

Sister Chan : "Uh yes? uh Hello ! Idra?! What happen to you? Which patient pass their disease to you? Are you coming to work?"

Me : "Uh.. No, i'm on mc. Sister, i also don't know la. But it's just a day mc. hmmphf."

Sister Chan : "Okay no worries dear, take good care hor. Will see you tomorrow.. laughing.. Is it because you went out yesterday, dress like a hooker right?"

Me : "What nonsense ! hahaha. umm.. meet boyf mah. heheheh. Okay for now i gtg and sleep, thanks and byebye Sister Chan! "

Sister Chan : "No wonder la. * giggles * Okay and rest well dear."

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Will be working tomorrow... laughing again.. Sianz. hahahas.

i love me laughing. :D

I miss boyf already

2010-04-26T21:58:00.005+08:00

To my guy friends who wants a love-guru tips for their girlfriends ! ~

I received this from bestfriend, Yong Shen and alot of others. So i might post here since "these guy friends" of mine can randomly appear in my blog without tagging ! Stalkers..!

HAHAHA Kidding kidding.

Well, basically this post is about how much you trust your one and only relationship partner. Reading this throughout has made me miss my boyf more, even if he's pretending to be at STATES !

hahhaha~ tiaaaooo

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Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind <3

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend.

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

and if you do not re-post this within 1 hour and send this to 20 people.
you'll have bad luck
with the one you love<3

i see poop-ity-poop !

2010-04-26T16:31:00.003+08:00

urrrgghhhhhh * pms cramps and pukes *

i think the whole morning shift i had today was full of unexpected faeces all around.

In other words, "shit" or more to Britain's vocabulary, "poop". I had trouble eating for breakfast as i had no appetite related to foul diaper changing on Monday morning. Thank God, i'm able to manage my sense of smell and not to faint at any point of time. Phew. Geeeee.

Besides all of that, I wrote on a piece of paper to one of my awesome male patients name, Mr. Phua. As in before i left the ward:-

" To my acting-father-in-law-who's-my-patient-name-Mr. Phua,

Pretty soon at about 1700 hours later, you'll be discharge from the Ward and will be heading home already. Do take a good care of yourself and family. Definitely all of you will forever remember me.

MUST MISS ME HOR UNCLE !

Have a safe trip home and may you be bless in good health and happiness.

P.S. Sorry Mr.Phua but i'm currently dating.

With Smile, Idra D. "

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hahahah. seeee i'm so sweet right ... ~

* blinks blinks and smirks * :)))

Justin Bieber is a Gay Baby

2010-04-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

So long Sunday cause Monday's coming

2010-04-18T22:12:00.003+08:00

Sunday today was pretty tiring for me. Mom and i went to grandparent's house for a visit and also on a spring cleaning on my granddad's bed. It was full of bed bugs. Ewwww. Those evil blood sucking idiotic creatures. Other words, Uncle got me a newest mp3/mp4 creative music player, i totally appreciate my uncle so dearly. Even if he's a bachelor up to his age now, i'd still treat him like a dad. I love him, grandparents, my blooded-family, friends and all my large families. Hugs and kisses from a girl like me. smileeee (:

... Love is not about how long you’ve been together...
...It’s about how much you’ve enjoyed the days you’ve present together...

our a month anniversary

2010-04-18T21:39:00.034+08:00

On Saturday was our any other Student Ambassador event which is Parents' Seminar. All of us are to host groups of parents, families or guardians to places on the whereabouts in the college. It was a blast. Parents think i'm either a lecturer or a part-time spokesperson. TEEHEE.

It was even meticulously awesome to have boyfriend with me around. :) Afterwards Boyfriend and i headed to E-Hub at Pasir Ris for a movie, Clash of the Titans. Yet, i couldn't believe in my own eyes that "Kick Ass" and "Rec2" are M18. I got so agitated about it cause the main reason was the fact that i'm not 18 years of age yet. Grrr. Indeed that i can't wait to be 18. :) Even if i don't look like one. TEEHEE.

Pictures with Boyfriend Yesterday..

2010-04-17T10:01:00.002+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaappy 1 month anniversary, Baby ! ^^

We both know that things sure gonna get ugly by then but what the heck, as long as you're the Melvin i know whom i love, nothing's gonna change. It gets me mad to hear about it but still, i'll be okay. As for sure, i'll laugh and smileee when having you around. :)

Jen, Ina and Liz.. I was unable to call them for a chat due to nausea. Well, today i'm feeling better. That my fever gone away, i think. So i'm sure heading off to school for cca and dating. :X teehee. thanks "singles" haha. miss those old times aye..

Seeing you soon and loving you always

2010-04-11T18:50:00.004+08:00

The weather was excruciatingly hot ! I waited 25 minutes for the bus and my back was soaked with sweat. Throughout the bus journey to AMK Hub, i was dried pretty quick in the cold temperature of 10 degrees air-condition. I absolutely love it. Even if, the bus drove at a speed of 50km/h. Indeed, a slow journey.

I met boyfriend today . Oh how i miss him so dearly, he must've enjoyed today i suppose. haha. Also met his two brothers and casey ( afriend of Melv's ) . Well, have fun boys ! :D

Okay gotta go now, mom's calling cause there's another bug in the house. Serious shit. Ciaos ~

Cockraoch - Mom's favourite pest

2010-04-11T10:10:00.004+08:00

Mom has been waking my sister and i up for morning prayers all the time despite of, we set our own alarm clocks.

So instead this morning, I was peacefully asleep dreaming of me being Cinderella with legs of a rabbit. Until, my sister kicked both of my legs with a strike of her full force attempt. Weird as it seems, i felt itchy not pain in relation to my sister's karate kick. Simply strange.

The reason she did that was because she saw a cockroach of a size of my "pinky finger" crawling on her left leg. So she then widened her unmatched eyes ( cause one is bigger than the other eye ) and suddenly jumped out of bed ( that's when i got pissed at her ) and grab an insect repellent and sprayed to that bugger ( haha. get it? a BUG-GER? okay nevermine.. back to the story ) .

I reacted so cool and calm with my hair looking like a hairy gorilla with gatsby hair-gel on it. As i sat out of bed, feeling tired. 5 seconds later, saw that cockraoch, i wide opened my eyes and i screamed without a sound. Which made my sister laughed.

Feeling disgusted, i was awake from 6.45am til now at a time of 10.45am as i'm updating my story line for today's Sunday.

So my sister said to mom, " Gee. Thanks Mom, thanks for waking us up with your little pet, Cockroach."

I'm thinking since tomorrow has to be my first day of attachment posting to Singapore General Hospital and that i have to be awake pretty early. I wonder what will the next pest be ? A lizard or a vampire maybe ? i don't know.

Well till here then.

And oh yes, i'm meeting boyfriend at 12pm later. As this following week onwards, i'll be super busy with work so today, i'm gonna be * ehem ehem * with him ! :D Miss baby so much !

^^ Muwaaaah ~

Back to work

2010-04-10T07:05:00.003+08:00

"Seconds to minutes to hours to days to weeks to months.."

To think of it, oh shit. My clinical posting attachment is starting on this coming Monday 12th April 2010 till 9 or 10 weeks later. I am so shacked. I am pretty much excited to start working and having my pay and all but most importantly, i'll miss my other nurses from various hospitals and definitely my one and only, Melv.

He do knows how fast the time would be if it's just us throughout the whole day. It's like from the moment you're born up till you're 60 to 65 years of age maybe? Hoho. Okay perhaps not quite to the extend of that middle-old age. But still, if he were to be in nursing with me.. that'd be awesome but i'll bet the foxy grandma patients would keen themselves to meet him instead. Haha.

I'll miss you wherever you are baby. Text me from afar okay? Just know that i love you wholeheartedly and hope to see you during weekends or after morning shift work hours though.

~I love you love you love you sexy! xoxo

the magic of thinking big

2010-04-02T11:53:00.009+08:00

Morning was brightly shine through my bedroom window, street was loaded by heavy vehicles, even more surprising enough was to see my oldest employed sister still sleeping next to me and to think of it.. Oh yes, today is Good-Friday.

I woke up and head by the couch listening to my mp3. Not long enough, i was told to do the house chores by my one and only devoted mother.

After that, Mom and i did the cooking and definitely it has to be her who does the cooking and me being her "veggie-slicer". So in our family it's more like.. "BRUNCH"... which means breakfast in lunch hour.

It has been years, we had "brunch" as a family.

And so on, we had a long mother-daughter chat about; life, studies, brother being unemployed that in the future i'll be the one whom supporting him and all, a great house, working life and of course Melvin. Mother really have a long thought about my relationship and of course, she wants me to live happy regardless of anything bad may come. Like how every mother cares for her own child.

And openly mentioning, "You should be prepared to be heartbroken in years later. It's never easy to find someone whom you love from another religion". I got speechless.

As in mind, I don't really see how my future is gonna be like, i mean no one sees it. Anything can happen.

And all that i had said to her was, "I know what you think mom. I'm prepared for the worse if anything happens. For now, i do wanna be happy, i can't find anyone the same as him and just leave it to me. I'll be okay. In years later, i'll cry upon your shoulder whenever in need." I then smiled.

But whatever it is , baby. i'll do whatever it takes to make the both of us happy and worthwhile where fate may lead us to. We're both in love. I feel like i'm worth lying by your side even more than having a million dollars in my hand.

P.S. i love you too baby! :)

You're still here with me

2010-03-30T19:38:00.016+08:00

"For one more day", as i said on every single outing with him.

I absolutely enjoyed my days spent with Melvin as days goes on, he is whom known as my one and only boyfriend. I always knew that time flies too fast whenever i'm with him and ever wish that time won't end by late nights. Unfortunately, that's life. In other words, i'm lucky enough to love a man like he is and will always be there by his side till like eternity?

Well, i pray to Allah and hope that we'll stay together always. :)

I love you baby ! :X

xoxo~

Fight for this love - Cheryl Cole

2009-12-21T12:48:00.001+08:00

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now every day ain't gon' be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

I don't know where we're heading I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

No Blues for today's Monday

2009-12-21T12:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i was as happy as a lark when one of my uncles commented me that i look like a/an:

1. Actress from channel 8.
2. Channel News Asia Broadcaster.
3. Nurse.

Awesome. Good choices though, good choices.
...

Da Lang, Da lang,
Da lang Da lang Da lang Da lang
DA LANG!

*a.k.a. Pink Panther's song*

Family Gathering

2009-12-20T22:02:00.004+08:00

Initially, i was invited to my buddy's ex classmates barbeque today. But was unable to make it on time as my family gathering was being dragged to 1730 hours instead. So sorry mates.

Had a great time with my cousins as usual and grandma's kitty was being so shy til i got bored. Ngek.

& yesterday, i attended the Jazzanova Concert in school. Friends were performing and well done guys as well as my 2 babes. Thanks to Deb's dad for a cab over last night! :D
Peace out.

hi my sweetheart

2009-12-18T20:26:00.004+08:00

Ahhh yesss.. another comedy, romance drama episodes from Taiwan. I eventually found out that Taiwanese's basic language is Mandarin.

Bodoh.

Well, anyways, i totally love it and the actress is a real pretty one! If you love Korean or Japanese drama series, be sure you'd love Taiwanese too! Catch the latest drama, Hi My Sweetheart, eventually maybe you'll fall in love with them and their Pink Panther too.

smiling :)

2009-12-16T23:14:00.005+08:00

we're like fated best girl friends, neighbours, classmates, hospital posting groupies, and one of the short babes i love.

You've been wondering on how life will be when you're having an elder sister in your family, well, i can be. Since i'm just a year older! hahas. Awwwwww right? haha. Babe thank you so much for almost everything, you're like a special gift from an Ubi Avenue resident.
haha.

Hugs and kisses!

Just waiting for the next outing with Deborah, Stephanie, Amiza & Yong Shen.

i'm being booked, yet i'm priceless!

2009-12-16T22:34:00.005+08:00

11th December :

- Last day of attachment & i'm on leave for school. Yes ah.

12th December :

- Hang out @ Plaza Singapura for shopping spree & movie on New Moon.

13th December :

- Visited my grandparents who were both ill & made Chuteh the kitty sat on the stool as part of its' "Detention Corner".

14th December :

- Went to school for emcee meeting with Student Councillors and out with my colleagues for another shopping spree @ Orchard Central & movie on A Perfect Getaway.

15th December :

- Follow-up Appointment & shopping with mum @ Parkway Parade Mall.

16th December :

- Went to school with Amiza regarding NYAA, chatted with Nasri & shopped around Tampines Mall.

17th December :

- Out with Amiza & her friends to Bugis for shopping & movie.

18th December :

- Collect my new pair of glasses & off shopping with girl friend.

19th December :

- Attending Jazzanova Performance in School from 1800 - 2000 hours.

20th December :

- Attending to Yong Shen's ex-classmates chalet outing in the evening til night @ Pasir Ris.

& what the fug, i know right. Sure it has gotta be a real awesome hols for me.

Bull Shitzells

2009-12-16T22:02:00.003+08:00

Wonderful.

My whole first year of nursing life is just simply great. Attachments had finally ended and now i'm having a ball during the holidays.

I had 4 hours of sleep and dreamed that my designation was a senior staff nurse in gold tag. What can i say, i love it. Once i got disturbed by my mum, woke up at about 1920 hours, faced into the mirror with my one and only hippie hairstyle and said..

"oh wait, it's 2009 and i'm still a first year student nurse. what bullshit."

I really assume myself as a working staff. But eventually, not yet. Oh wells. Bull Shitzell.

Lattes & coffees are wanted

2009-12-15T18:56:00.003+08:00

Especially on rainy days, like as for today I felt so good and warm as i sat down on a comfy brown leather chair with a cup of Green Tea Latte at Parkway Parade Starbucks outlet.

A renewed place with such a bloody brilliant indoor atmosphere for someone as typical as i am to chill or simply reading Reader's Digest at any time or so.

To all Bookworms or Bench-warmers, kindly do join me as we together cheers on a cup of lattes.
As that will be way awesome, thank you very much.

take & heal your time slowly

2009-12-15T18:44:00.004+08:00

Be strong, be happy, be who you are before. Shit happens anytime.

Only you can heal your own time whenever you're feeling down. Don't look back, so just overcome it if that's the end & be free, take your time to be your true self again.

We, as friends, are always there for you. Remember that. :)

BSB come back!

2009-11-22T13:01:00.003+08:00

Ahhh yes, I'm not sure if this is rather true or what as critic says that Backstreet Boys are coming to Singapore next year. Please Please BSB Come back!!! Oh how i miss them! I only remembered that the last concert they came for a comeback live performances was on 26th January 2006 and i was like 13 years of age. Weeeee!

& of course la, my sister had to book the tix just for the two of us. I have a few videos which lasted less then 45 secs. Since this video is the longest, i shall just put it up.

P.s. :D I love you Brian!

i kissed a kitten and i disliked it.

2009-11-22T12:42:00.003+08:00

Lol. I was asleep with my grandma last night and she knows that when it comes to a good night's sleep, normally the kitty sniffs my bonbons and then, covering my nasal airway with its' lil paws. Instead, at about 3 am, the kitty licked my lips and nose and as i felt the urge of puking, i got up, saw Chuteh stick out its tongue and screamed, "CHUUUTEHH!!"

Grandma woke up and said "Chikohpek" then she fell asleep by 3 secs later.

so yeah. I kissed a kitten and i disliked it, the taste of its' slimey chap stick.

im a local, you moron.

2009-11-13T19:22:00.003+08:00

There was a minah-passer by, said that i should go back to Philippines instead of working in Singapore as she observed me in my nursing uniform.

Bloody idiot and such a racist.

In other words, i do look like a foreigner but im a local. Hmm. Funny.

Boomz.

intravenous drip for a kitten

2009-11-13T19:19:00.002+08:00

Chuteh's in a hospital

2009-11-11T20:22:00.000+08:00

Okay and it's obvious that i was lazy enough to update my blog back then.

Due to the sudden terrible news, my grandma's cat name Aussie or 'Chuteh' had a fall through the 5th floor balcony window last night. Luckily, my uncle went on a search party at around 10pm and found it laid flat on the grass patch and was seen bleeding from its' nose and at immobilize state.

Chuteh is a cutest, hyperactive, male persian kitten whom i refer it as my adorable cousin. Its like a family of ours' of course!

Kitty.. See laa, what have you done!?! Now you're left with 8 lives to live..tsk.

Miracle enough, Chuteh's still alive and uncle quickly sent it to the private vet hospital. Currently, its in a stable condition and is on IV Drip, bed resting, proper treatments and clear of fleas. Its' lungs were affected due to the fall, right foot fractured and is so thin due to loss of appetite.

Gonna visit Chuteh soon! I miss you very much!

Get well soon my lil kitten!

Nurses' Raya 2009

2009-10-02T11:32:00.007+08:00

JN0901C 's raya outing was yesterday on the 1st of October, Thursday.

I truly had a blast with the bunch throughout the houses and when it comes to photo shoots, of course we're all up for it. We're photogenic of course. heh heh. Anyways, thanks for the fun to the bunch of my classmates.

Will look forward to next year's 2010 raya outing with them. :)

Saint Luke's Participation on 28th Sept

2009-09-30T00:58:00.009+08:00

On Monday, girlfriends and i had participated in the Hari Raya Celebration to the elderly day care centre at Tampines.

Due to the last minute impossibility of gathering the dance troops to perform in just 2 days away, Amiza, Nurul (her sister) and i decided to perform the malay dance instead since the themed was "Hari Raya".

The videos had already been posted in my facebook profile though, and so as a few of my girlfriends.

By the way, special thanks and credits to Amiza, her sister and mom for choreographing the steps. It took me just 1 day before the day of the event. As usual my mom and sister weren't looking forward of me dancing to these kind of malay-cultural dance.

I understand. But seriously, no choice mom, no choice.

Thankfully, we were coordinating throughout the actual performance. I'm extremely glad that i actually managed to learn it all from Amiza. She's just too good to dance, i tell you.

Dearest Sunita, Deborah, Stephanie and Nurul, thanks for being there to perform/support us and help out in the event which leads us to earning the CIP points each.

Till here then!

Best wishes

2009-09-24T22:42:00.006+08:00

Minutes of pondering swarmed in me even right after my previous post. Oh yeah.

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HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, HAIZAT JAMIL.

A friend whom i got to know since i started frendster which was like back in my 14 years of age. hahaha.

Sorry that i couldn't arrange the time to meet today! And besides i got you a present remember?? He once told me in February 09, that if we are unable to meet up for his next birthday, smile for him. I was like "Uhhhh what the.. smile? Oh okay if that's what your otherwise present is, perhaps i'll try to smile for you then!"

hehe.

since i did.

SO SMILEEEEE, YOU ANEHHH!! hahaha.

Peace and have a happy birthday, man.

I'm stuffed!

2009-09-24T21:48:00.013+08:00

Today we had a Hari Raya feast invitation at Amiza's place. Like i said, i'm stuffed! Since the food's great, handmade Raya cookies are tasty and sweet and we even played a haunting game site in her brothers' bedroom. Thanks to Amiza's mom for her splendid, well-blend dishes served. :)

And also thanks Amiza, for the invitation and be sure to get well really soon, okay! Her voice went sore the whole time, and i like it. Cause it's a real deep, sexy and calm.. well unlike mine. Only my friends know it all.

So here are a few pictures taken when Deborah and Stephanie arrived at my house, PUNCTUALLY. as usual for the north-east line residents. Yet, you guys are amazing man. heh heh.

The three of us appeared smaller i guess. huahua.

Still appending for more photos from Deborah and Amiza! :)

hey kids!

2009-09-23T23:30:00.010+08:00

It was just 30 minutes ago when my uncle Yusri and his family had left from my place as part of their Hari Raya Visiting. Then came the two lil ones; Batrisyia (8yrs oldest sister) & Firdaus (4yrs youngest yet naive). Both even grew taller by now, all i knew when i was 8 years of age, i was 131.5cm at height. Aww so small so pure well, anyways...

Still, they're ever more cute and totally got addicted to my macbook's i-chat snapshots as i brought them into my bedroom. There was never a decent photo when firdaus is around, the lil boy i meant. Except for his sister Batrisyia, my so called, "sister-look-alike-only-in-two-years-time-she'll-be-as-same-height-as-the-older-one!" said dad excitably as he was about to rush for his night shift duty.

them with my dad.

Of course, the sweetest thing happened. The young kids screamed and waved high up through my bedroom window just to say their goodbyes to my dad and i joined because he's my dad. well, duhhh. How i wish i'm young at their age, having a flat ponytail hair, round pair of glasses with a dog attached to its ear rails and of course, with a skirt above waist high brought up as a nerd school girl in my primary years. sheesh.

Anyways, kids are cute. Rewards and punishments are ways to make fun learning for these children. Aww, i miss them and their ferocious cat. I'm so not hoping for the next cat-scratch.

Peace Kids!

good rest

2009-09-22T19:27:00.003+08:00

Mom and i were couch potatoes for the whole day today. Dad had afternoon shift, sister had to run for work in the morning and brother simply annoys my grandmom at her place, nothing big really. it's perfectly normal for grandmom to punch bro's doodle for his laziness. haaaah.

Besides that, the weather today was so fine, cloudy and then windy. Pure awesome. I'm having a great time sleeping for 13 hours these days. Just what i need right after the 1 week attachment.

☂

over-drive hours

2009-09-21T23:14:00.011+08:00

Tired tired tired and enjoy enjoy enjoy throughout the 2nd day of today's raya outing,

till i even left my dearly handphone at home.

Anyways, i miss the lil Iskandar, a.k.a. china-looking hyperactive toddler, one of my cousins. Well, he is a mixed-chinese anyway. The cat video that i've uploaded will forever be cute

but for now i'm just gonna snooze peeps.

Till then, Later!

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@ Tampines, Saint Lukes' Citizen Centre

Physiotherapist; Allan.
He got nice eyes, nose, mouth and teeth and dammnnnnnnnn friendly!
Awww i'm gonna miss him man~

and his first impression of me was a phillipines' look-alike-charice pompengo.
LMAO!

Mr. William; my cool buddy! haha.

teaching exercises! :)

Same-cold blooded sister, Radhiah!

my fated bestfriend.
HAHA! AMIZA!

Eeekk! So cute!

2009-09-20T08:36:00.001+08:00

Mama said "Flush the kittie down the toilet-bowl, too cute to handle".

a blessing month

2009-09-19T21:26:00.005+08:00

Awwww mannnnnn!

i miss the senior citizen posting already! Especially the elderly, oh how cute and heart-warming can they ever be. Thankfully from my area, service number 59 is a direct route to the Saint Luke's Centre at Tampines blk 101. :) :) Can visit any time aye?

Selamat hari lebaran minal aidil wal'faizin to all muslims across the globe. I wish you a very happy blessing and may you be bless with tons of happiness and forgiveness. World peace!

✌

work and drama sneaks

2009-09-15T17:43:00.004+08:00

i'm currently having a week's attachment to the senior citizen centre at Tampines. Today was my second day of work and gosh, i had fun and learned much. I know but you don't. heh. Well, i'm tired now and i wanna continue watching my favourite latest korean drama series!

"take care of the young lady"

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~ i love i love i love i love the Butler-Seo.
Credits to my classmate, Susma for the hot news on this comedy & romance drama series.
Loooooooooooooove you Susma!
Weeeheeeeeeeeeeee!

oh whatever and cheers!

2009-09-13T22:28:00.003+08:00

After a long rest, peace and time spent, i've eventually welcome myself back to blogging. Weeks before my end-of-year theory examinations had ended on last tuseday, I was busy studying. So it was a no-no-time-to-blog-kiddo. After all those mugging for both theories, my stress were relieved and picturing naked monkeys in my head. Oh yeah, monkeys are supposedly naked. Right... okay back to where i am.

Well apparently, i will be on attachment just for a week that starts tomorrow onwards. Elderly Centre, here i come for your assistance in medical aid. & i'm so hoping for the best and feeling excited for this coming, Hari Raya Celebration! Hoo-Hoorahh baby!

Till then, cheers!

Wonderful Month of Ramadhan

2009-08-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT BERPUASA/HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS. (: (:

Take me the way i am

2009-07-21T19:03:00.011+08:00

Oh what in the world ? i haven't been blogging that much. Yet i am so equipped with the life skill's project and somehow i have been studying til late nights, lately. Oh wow, and i am such a heavy sleeper. As always be.

My apologies to my external dudes and dudettes due to my busiest schedule in this semester.

I know that i've been missing during group conversations over the phone or chilling at starbucks/coffee bean or even shopping and all. I'm absolutely sorry but i really am looking forward to upcoming holidays or something. Really Miss you guys too okay! ☹

Previously, Babes, Miza's Sister and Yong shen were invited to my place and Mom and dad were exceptionally glad in getting along with them. Totally Awesome! We had macbook camera shots as part of our magazine photoshoot. and yes that's our current project. Overall, We totally cracked the day up in my bedroom.

in other words, i missed him infinitely. It was difficult at first but hey, i am trying to keep the mood up. If he's happy in school, then i guess i am. ☺

welcome aye mates!

2009-07-01T21:32:00.011+08:00

Ahhh yes. As part of the student ambassador from ite college east, we have our roles to play a part as representers of our campus. We even hosts the internal and external visitors from the public into our campus and bring them a tour about the school facilities. Such events are the "secondary school's learning journey", "international student visit" and also the "teacher's NIE training visit".

Today was another secondary school's learning journey from Bedok View Sec. The plans were initially changed last minute at the beginning of the tour and yet we pulled it off throughout the end of the tour. We all did great. But still there's a room of improvement for me in which when the time comes, i'm hoping that i won't be that nervous to talk about the facilities i'm placed in.

So today, the students had fun, were funny and attentive too. I do hope their experience and the courses available in our campus would interest them in the future. So wishing you with the best of luck your exams, students! Take care!

Peace, and yes. it's me idra and this is my blog. :) :)

the end of my attachment.

2009-06-27T03:39:00.006+08:00

So much for sadness that i can ever attained. Yesterday was my last day of Clinical attachment posting at singapore general hospital (sgh). my daily routine in a medical field was an exception as it has to be one of my memories that i can ever reminisce of.

I miss the wards which i've had been posted to. I miss spending the most quality time with my loved patients whom i had taken care with my warmest gratitude and such caring heart. I miss my senior staffs. Not only them but to the student nurses in my fellow current ITE simei college east / from nanyang polytechnic / ngee ann polytechnic & national university of singapore colleagues.

Thing is, i miss being random in a particular ward. But anyways, you guys are very much thankful in giving me the support and guidance throughout the whole time when in need and thanks again, for i was enough being bless with tons of happiness to work with each and everyone.

May you all pursue in your career as nurses and be bless in good health and happiness.

Take care and hope to see you someday as part of social gatherings or perhaps in a working-life.

i'm just simply loving the memories.

1958 - 2009

2009-06-27T02:18:00.014+08:00

the best of him

So speechless and emotionally in terms. I just felt terrible lately due to the sudden lost of our legendary king of pop, Michael Jackson. A chorus of grief spread around the world. In memory, he'll forever be one of the world's greatest influential icon and the face of our pop culture.

I was amazed by his young stage presence in the Jacksons's family and one of his first sexiest dance moves which includes the "moonwalk", will never ever be forgotten. I've always been waiting with anticipation by miles thinking when will the time be that he'll actually performs his first ever comeback live tour in Singapore, unfortunately it happened.

Dearest Michael jackson, your natural outstanding performances have been captivating since i was 10 years of age, i love you with all of my heart and you're my one and only inspiration artist ever.

May Allah be with you, Michael Jackson, as always.

You are never alone, i'm here with you.

☺

~ With much love & warmest regards,

Nur Idra Daud,

one of your greatest fans. ®

enough pity to last her a lifetime

2009-06-21T20:15:00.024+08:00

I've discovered that i wasn't nearly as smart as i was. I am a painfully ordinary person destined to live a painfully ordinary life. I may not understand clearly about myself. But i do know that we can sort things out like we normally do. i do love you.

I'm still keeping the brilliant shine in me without a fake smile upon my face.

And i hope to see you real soon cause i've missed you so so so so much.

♥

Hey to the world of pictures!

2009-06-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

Ohhhhh woooowwww! Working as a nurse sure flies time real quick like a twirl pool in a toilet bowl. Well anyways, to my dear readers to whomever you wish to come about stranded in my blog, my apologies as i haven't been updating my little shares since uhhh since the previous post laa.

Well, today.. My daddy, sissy and i-eee had went to a wedding invitation. As proud as my dad when anyone asks him "Your daughters? Are you sure Daud that these are your daughters? They don't seem pretty much look like you, Daud."

Of course my daddy did chuckled and seemed to be as "Proud Mary". Well, to him we are like the daughters of Mr Daud who don't look like typical minahs. That's what cross his mind to.

So we had lunch there and my dad even refered to a group of "kepak bing-bing guys" as mat malaysians. Dad, you're way too awesome. Your character is the same as mine but you're way cooler.

Hehe. Back home, sister and i had quite a number of shots through Macbook. hehe hehe he.

Okay that's all for today folks! *Yulk-a-Yulk-a*

pure asian-ness

2009-06-20T21:53:00.006+08:00

alfian + emma watson = what the hell.

but still, baby is cute!

I know you might think, that this is rather insane of me. In fact, i did the morph thing.

I placed a solo picture of boyfriend and i and our baby turned out to be like this kid.

Hahahahahha.

So cute, i've always wanted this kind of asian looking baby.

Moreover i even tried myself with most of other celebrities and i still get an asian baby.

Awww, follows the mommy like me.. heh heh.

Pure randomness but hey, it kicks my day on a lazy saturday.

✌

as heaty as an oven

2009-05-31T19:08:00.007+08:00

It was today that my family, cousin and i had gone to Pontian, in which it is somewhere around Johor Bahru upon visiting one of our relatives' wedding there. The wedding dias was rather simple, greenery and just perfect for the bride and groom, who has 20 over cats in under one roof. Cousin and I met our kampong bestfriend, Faizah. Yays! i had fun and i missed them just like in the memory of our "childhood kampong brats" and the fiercey kitties too..!

me-ow.

And the weather was damn hot, so so so hot hot!
Peace people!~

star trek : don't you miss this movie!

2009-05-12T18:40:00.005+08:00

And so today's date, we headed to causeway point mall to watch at least one of the highlighted movies. We then watched "Star Trek". Yeah it may sound like "errr..." due to the title.

But when you watch it,
it's freaking awesome, 5 popcorn stars for that movie!!!! weeee!

There were funny, butt-jumping(i did twice only eh) and coolshits scenes.
The girls gonna fall for the italian kid in the movie. Not to mention, the guy featured in the movie, "harold & kumar .." the asian, chinese dude is in it. Lmao.

Go on and watch the movie mann ! ! !

the 2nd Birthday Bash!

2009-05-12T07:56:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, I was so surprised and also, had a birthday bash together with Amizah, Deborah, Stephanie and yong shen. Like seriously, my poor face and hair have yet to be oily due to the cake splat! Awww man..

But in other words, I really am thankful to have friends like them! Except with the most outrages surprises ever. Such as (1.)the cake splat from my upperbody upwards, (2.)tickling but more of the poking my hip's fatty acids for 17 times cause it's my current age and also (3.)when yong shen decided to pay for our meal bill without informing.

Amizah,

Thank you for being patient with me yesterday when the whole planned turned out to be pretty well-prepared. HAHA. Except for the bash! How unexpecting but anyways, i really had a great time and thanks for the musical metal thingy with a birthday song in it! Thanks again for the gift sweetie! and we're like neighbourhood, more cool! My dad was like..

"ah my daughter gets it ah, okay uh..
(then, complete silence for 1 full minute.)

.....
....
...
..
.
(then he yelled...)

i also want! "

Scare me in the middle of the night, cause he came back home late. haha. ((x

Deborah,

The pictures i was in made me look like a witch. HAhAHA, with the spray can ribbons all over my head and also thank you so much for the skin food product birthday gift. It's expensive to get the items there. Cause i always buy the $1.99 eyeliner and stuffs, like cheapskate you know. Budget ah budget.. haha. Thanks for the bash and i know it was planned most by you, i can tell babe.

Thank you for coming, like the night before you said

"Awww man! Sorry i got something on. :'( "

heh heh. Okay i know your moves now!! ;))

Stephanie,

Yahhh thanks for making me licking my face, hair, fingers and even my nose! HAhaha! The moment i thought i was like,

"Shit oh Shiiiiiittttts Cake face, cake face!!!
Oh this is horrrrrrrrrrrrrrror........."

(while i was running away from you and yet you followed.
Tsk.
You ran fast woman!)

hahaha! thanks for the cake honey, the splat and for being there. Finally i can join you with the hyena laughter, yayyy!!! and when she disturbs alfian during the convo it was so so funny! He got pissed off, he was thinking either deborah or me. haha! thanks to you babe, and my hair still smell of strawberry.... or is it my nose? heh. ewww. XD

Yong Shen,

Aiyoooooo, this boy ah really know.. treat us. But i remember what he said when he came,

"Idra.. uhh sorry ah that i didn't get for you any present. So today i treat you ah."

(actually, since he said that, i requested a nikon digital camera!
haha, afraid of that request aye punk..? )

Actually when all of us had lunch at Pizza Hut, Causeway Point Mall, Amizah wanted to treat the bill for all five of us. So we said,

"Miza you sure?!? Nevermine it's okay we all pay individuals."
(eventhough she insisted it sincerely, awww thanks miza!)

Eventually what happened was, we spent 1hour 40mins there eating and chatting about, then yong shen walked to the counter and paid for the bill. Sheeesh!!! this guy sure is something you know. Another unexpecting surprise came. But thanks man, i really appreciate it and for coming with us too!

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mannn, I love all the four of you a lot. thanks for everything bestfriends/cliques/hommies.

haha. the best 2nd Birthday bash of 2009 !

Picture tells it all.

2009-05-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

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I miss my cliques, Ms Rahimah and my dearest classmates of JN0901c!

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10th may earthling.

2009-05-10T18:30:00.007+08:00

awww... thanks to all dudes and dudettes for my birthday wish. Somehow i'm sure glad enough to receive countless messages on my phone the whole day today.

The calls from my long-lost buddies are like typically annoying. But anyways, thanks for the conference birthday surprise made from Hamir, sheena, heng rui, shi wen and christopher. They were all on conference line at 3am and called me when i was drooling. tsk. typical. Haha.

Oh and peeps on facebook, thanks too! i've replied almost to all of them though.
Birthday gifts from my family, uncle, grandmomsie and boyfriend!

I love bugs junior! Thanks boyfriend !
eeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkk! cute-nya!!

Actually he said 1more present to come.. hmm? :)

"happy birthday Nur Idra - Sweet 17, 10.05.09

...Just chill and relax !!!...

From dad".

So random so cute, thanks dad!

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Underwears from grandma, very kinky though. Actually she happened to bought it for herself at a wrong size. Instead, she gave me on my birthday. Today she told me to wear with the lacey-lacey kind. ummm... yah. "Kinky" is the word to describe it as.

Thanks grandma

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Ahhhh my uncle. He's always full of surprises, he shocked me big time!
He purchased an grand sound, electric piano. I'm like "nooooooooooooo shittttttttts" at
Toa payoh courts.

Oh mann.. i'm running out of ideas every year on his birthday. Cause on year 2005 he had purchased a keyboard with tutorials of classic songs. Now he got this!
ahhhhh.. think idra think!

Uncle thanks a million!!!!! he's like my dad, care as much as they both ever can.

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Also..

happy birthday to Atiqah, Zul Alfian's sister.
Amazingly same birthday except, she's only a year younger.
Stay sweet and pretty, dear.(: Smile!

energizer please?

2009-05-05T09:59:00.001+08:00

i'm falling sick so easily.. but why..? :(
at least the song cheers me up here. :)

school's community involvement programme

2009-05-04T19:33:00.020+08:00

In fact there was a c.i.p. yesterday so aisyah, amizah and i were there actively participating in selling the handicrafts located at Vivo City, one of the Charity booths. Somewhere near the sentosa queue actually.

The handicrafts were sincerely made by the abused mum, maid services, disabled and even locals from vietnam/cambodia/ thailand. Was worth selling them ! Therefore, I always see myself as a Harvey norman salesperson there. Seriously. But, we totally had a mad fun selling the handicrafts. Pictures ...

Aisyah a.k.a. Mak oi.

Girlfriends!

This statue is commonly found in New Zealand.

(0_0)

smells good.

hey oink

mak bedah

Mak Fatimah

oh swine doll.

*choke choke*

woosh.. smangat banget.

eh eh my bontot..

past times

2009-05-01T19:26:00.003+08:00

Looking back at all past time photos from a fetus of 1992 to seventeen years of age 2009' today. My younger days are like my most spastic moments ever, i have a habit of jaw widening. Yeah, as usual. But the thing is right now:-

i miss my childhood buddies.
i miss eating my nose's dirt when i was 3 years old.
i miss drooling on anyone's clothes in my toddler years'.
i miss star cruises.
i miss my late grandmomsie on my dad's side a lot.
i miss my primary friends, especially those times when used to say "i hate boys".
i miss opera estate primary school and their old haunting stories.

i miss my first three girlfriends whom happened to be one of my closest cliques ever.
i miss my secondary dudes & dudettes.
i miss those times when i'm beginning to say the fact that "i dont hate boys now".
i miss student council and wearing the badge.
i miss an old lady from a fruit stall in the canteen.
i miss my 4-years ex-classmates, truly.
i miss saint john ambulance brigade, literally.
Therefore i miss Temasek Secondary school.

Now, i miss my nursing classmates of jn0901c due to the 3-months hospital attachment.
i miss my clique.
i miss my boyfriend.
i miss my school (simei ite) facilities.
i miss my theory badly.
i miss my patients who have had already being discharged out of my hands.
i miss my lecturers.
i miss having heavy eyebags due to studying at an insane state.
& i miss having my head being steamed and burnt by my table lamp. Sssmokkkeyy.. *Sss*

swine flu

2009-04-30T21:41:00.004+08:00

On 29th April yesterday, countries across the globe are on alert about the possible spread of the swine flu. The colour code was yellow which means warning to all healthcare workers and visitors to the hospital, are ought to wear their masks on.

Putting on a mask while pursuing my duties during the current posting routine in the medical field was never easy after all. After the sars incident, this time it may be a crucial time for each and every one of us. Through europe, even through asia countries, so far Singapore has not receive an affected person yet.

The symptoms of swine influenza in people are similar to the symptoms of a regular human seasonal influenza infection and include:-

fever
fatigue,
lack of appetite,
coughing
and a sore throat.

Some people with swine flu have also reported vomiting and diarrhoea.

It may have more severe symptoms in some victims because the virus is so new that it is very unlikely that we will have natural immunity to it.

Doctors have found some antiviral drugs to have helped control symptoms with the new form of swine flu, as they prevent the virus from spreading into cells within the body.

So people, stay strong, drink plenty of water and don't go to any crowded places.

Be safe here.

she works hard for the money ?

2009-04-25T21:14:00.008+08:00

I had abundant of remarkable time working in the hospital for once in my first ever time. I love the patients whom i had taken good care of and so far, they had been discharged healthily.

Throughout the learning experiences, it paid off big time for me. Thanks a million to my senior nurses & patients as part of an utmost co-operation through the assistance in need in the current surgical ward.

& patients have been claiming that i have a twin working with me. Introducing my vulnerable buddy & classmate, Siti Radiah Ariffin. It was so funny.

But then lately, i have yet been receiving the most random comment from the patients and that is, "So you are from Philippines, how's your family there?" I was like (-_-").

besides that i find it rather cool. indeed. heh heh.

Thanks people.

Peace. my Hospital is the best. Okay im gonna dance to my music video now. *shakes Hips*

classic disco week

2009-04-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhh ! i love kris allen's & adam lambert's idol performances on the disco week !
Bloody brilliant.

Hello sgh !

2009-04-13T19:58:00.005+08:00

Today was the orientation day.

Before that, i caught up with my gang @ eunos mrt station in the morning. Fariz was listening to some kind of punk-head banging songs in the train & the volume of it was damn freaking loud la. haha.

I swear my classmates mostly found @ sgh. & The hospital tour was making me confuse, stress, stress and more stress of the whereabouts cause the place is huge, you hear me? HUGE!! All the time, fariz and i kept on saying "can we go to the mortuary, where is it!?!"

Uh, I'm so tired therefore, i shall rest well in bed.

Tomorrow my group and i are like like gonna start working in the ward already.

Peace people, and the day today was an absolute fun. cause babes and i were damn noisy and quick-listener.

later earthlings!

get ready, freshmeats !

2009-04-12T07:22:00.006+08:00

tsk. he's away, far far away @ batam.. without his messages and having him to call me late nights, i missed him enough. Also without his wake up calls even in the afternoon ,i've been sleeping the whole day throughout like a fat cat.

damn sians, i tell you.

So i shall spend more time on sleeping for tomorrow & onwards' of 8hours working. God, i'm so nervous already ! All the best to all 1.1 batch student nurses during their attachments. Peace !

Happy birthday Akmal !

2009-04-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

Oh god, another 9th april baby ! Akmal, my primary 3 - 6 ex classmate. Happy birthday to you, bestfriend ! Have a blast on your birthday dude. and like meet up real soon man ! Peace ! (: (:

take care and be safe.

2009-04-09T17:25:00.005+08:00

As quickly as i could, i accompanied alfian for a tour to NUH today. Unbelievable I met his aunt and oh my goodness, i was so shy and nervous by the moment i stood infront of her.

Somehow she seemed to be so much friendlier than i could ever imagine. As kind hearted as she is, i shall say, i'm looking forward to meet her during my 3-months attachment @ sgh.

& oh yes, both alfian's mom & aunt are like currently working there. woooo. scared much ? must impress a little bit mah. He told me his aunt like me so, Yes ahh ! Now it's his mom's turn ! ! Wait a minute why am i so strange, i should be focusing on my working experience too. Oh-hoooh well.

& know what ? his ward is like air-conditioned and inside, there are like rooms consisting of 2 beds each. Like what the hell ! He's not gonna be sweating while working like i do. damn it, damn it. grrrr.

with his new haircut, he looks 7 years younger

Anyways boy, have fun @ BATAM & moreover,
don't forget to pass my faithful greetings to the sheeps.
Have a safe trip with your family ! (:

Happy Birthday Yong Shen !

2009-04-09T17:08:00.004+08:00

Sialah.

i feel like i'm a loser man, that i couldn't turn up for yesterday's hang out & yong shen's advance birthday celebration. Sorry gang, but hor.. no choice lor. Sigh. & Surprisingly all my family members got home damn damn damn early yesterday. Like before 630pm. What the day..

Yong shen,

am glad that you had a great time on your advance 17th bash by the group. My apologies for not attending. So have a happy life and please don't be sad sad lah. Buddy, we're in the same attachment so since you're 17, treat me to delifrance and don't you even thinking of trying their Vanilla frappe. It tastes freaking weird just like my vanilla ice blend, i tell you. So peace you kiddo.

Stay healthy and stay annoying !

Happy birthday, Dear Dad !

2009-04-07T23:49:00.007+08:00

At first, alfian and i had breakfast together and then off to meet each of our cliques in school cafeteria. Up to the lab, where we perform the different practical nursing care. Eileen, gina and i met others and form a group with haziq and hidayat.

This is Doc Grey & Doc Shepherd.. *cough cough*
haha. nehh. it was me & Haziq (my buddy)

Bed bathing, was sort of tricky at the beginning but we were all looking forward to the surgical state. heh heh. here we come, grey's anatomy. Yeah like as if. & miss rahimah, is like a sister to me in so many ways. haha.

Then alfian accompanied me to bugis in looking for the best gift for my dad's birthday today. Oh ! Happy birthday dad ! ! ! i bought him a "Buy 1 get 1 free" top from giordano shop. Place the two polo tops in a box and it's done ! And he loved it ! Yes ah, how worth it.

We were there with the crowd at David archuleta's stage in some mall at bugis area place. haha. we didn't even know about his arrival lor.

Thanks for almost everything, alfian ! (: Smile(:

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& momma bought green tea birthday cake !
i loooooooooooooove green tea ! (:

Hollywood's little star

2009-04-05T20:28:00.009+08:00

EEEEek! :)

The daughter of Hollywood's most anticipating celebrity couples,
Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes, have yet to be one of the Hollywood's favourite !
Her name is Suri cruise and she looks as pretty as her mommy.

Aww right? She's so cute!
Of course, her parents are like gorgeous looking couple, like duh.

& i want her too !

Boys over Flowers

2009-04-05T20:17:00.005+08:00

Finally, i've watched the last episodes of the Korean Most hot tv series

"Boys Over Flowers".

heeeheee. Sorry loraine that i made you jealous. hahah.
Due to her computer breakdown, she was unable to watch the next episodes.
See told you, you'll love it! :D

Okay lemme see what's next tv series... "Spring waltz". Oh yeah man.

*drools*

April's day aye

2009-04-02T01:47:00.011+08:00

First thing, i had breakfast with deborah and then met Diana, Amizah, Kai Ling, Cheryl, Meredith, Nathaniel & Yong shen at Downtown east Macdonald's. In order to satisfy my utmost leisure time, i had to fight for the day's celebration to wildwildwet after knowing the release of examinations results.

Funny thing is, Radhiah called me regarding of the results thing.

And like i said, "it is april's day today".

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Rad : " Idra!!?! Idra?!!?! what did you get?!? "

Me : "Uh i fail one subject.."

Rad : "Idra, you fail?! Idra Idra?!" *i swear i was laughing like mad in my heart*

Me : "So what u get?"

Rad : "GPA 4.0 = 2As. Idra you serious or what sia? "

Me : "Just kidding, anyway happy april fool's day!! WAHHH, i got the same as you!! "

Rad : "Fcuk"

But i bet on the phone, i sensed as though she wanna punch me or something.
like radical.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

walao early morning kena that word.
I was relief that she had called me after my breakfast.
Cause it was too cute for me to prank her. (x

AHHAHA We were like texting each other and hoping that Fariz would have the same as us!!

but not.

......

Yeah i was surprised to know about my result.
Anyways, congratulations to my classmates, boyfriend and all ITE-CE batch 2009 nurses!

On my way home, i swear i smell like a fresh prawn in the bus. With the verbal description of "OW", i eventually had wounds. It all thanks to my one and only karate friend name, Nathaniel (ah-nat).

Damn you.

2009-03-31T18:20:00.005+08:00

alfian, thanks for having breakfast with me though. I got to know his little brother name Luqman and his bestfriend, Iskandar.

Awww. alfian so sweet who fetches his little brother after school. & to me it's like damn "awww" laa.

heehee. But i had fun talking to all three of them today.

& Happy birthday in advance to Iskandar!

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...& tomorrow's the exam results day!...

On april's fool somemore.

4 times in a row, outing. Tired ah.

2009-03-27T00:46:00.024+08:00

Thursday @ Sentosa !

For some reasons, thanks to deb's purple shorts. it's pretty striking. i like. :p

SEXY AMIZAH!!

Stephanie a.k.a. Taylor swift's hair.

Stephanie's a pair of gluteal muscle.

Thanks to the rain water, i have sufficient amount of water to drink.

wondergirls' pose ! haha !

shades shades !

Sand-long-john-looking-woman ! haha !

Haha in your face, yong shen !

Then i brought Stephanie to my favourite hair salon
at far east plaza to cut her hair.

So different and prettier right?! and so like i said..
bye bye taylor swift & hello
paula abdul.

(=_=) of all names eh. haha.

Later then, i dined with her at pastamania. I even ate faster than her eventhough her dish came first. (-_-")

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Wednesday @ school again

Accompanied Alfian on that day to school to claim for his ez-link card. Then chilled with his gang on the 6th floor, with their 2 guitars and sang songs. Music played, kind of not bad though for the young musicians.(:
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Tuesday @ school

I went to school with deborah and Nabilah and bumped into a few to collect our student ez-link cards. My face damn "selenge", in english, "silly". Damn it ah. i rather used my secondary picture man.

Later then, I had dinner with fajrina and nadiah. Fajrina hope you'll be having lots and lots of fun moments in your MJC. haha. Nadiah, wahh shooting cca? goood sia! Same to you as well, happy shooting and studying in SJC.

Thanks for bringing me to the food culture by the way. hahaha! weee! Take care girls!

From Outram Park to Plaza Singapore

2009-03-23T21:27:00.011+08:00

Small eyes (-_-)

look like nathaniel, below lor.. haha it's Calvin & Hobbes!

At the beginning, there was a tour to Sgh to overview the surroundings in order to prepare ourselves on our first day of attachment. Out of 24 only 6 people attended. Professional isn't it?

The errands at the hospital today was absolutely busy, very very busy. With me, there were Amizah, Haziq, Yong Shen, Diana, Kai Ling & Ah Nat (Nathaniel).

& by the way, Nice name ah, ah nat! xD

After an hour of touring. (=_=") We then headed towards Dhoby Ghaut to Plaza Singapura. We had lunch, next booked tickets for ourselves to watch "Street Fighter" movie at 1705hours, and then we arcade.

So while killing the time, Haziq, Amizah and i went to search Al-Falah Mosque. Eventually, after desperate measures we have yet managed to locate the mosque and therefore, to complete the prayers. Phew. Blessed, i tell you.

Quickly the three musketeers headed back to the mall and chill in the cinema with the others. The movie was hell yeah good.

Thankfully i didnt missed the part on how the evil man died in the ending
cause i dozed off once he's dead.

YAY ME!!(: (:

About Yong Shen

To me, he's a great guy-friend who happened to be one of my best friends. He's nice and maybe a gentleman but he can also be the pain in my buttock. Like seriously, he's been bugging me the whole time. Still it's because i bugged him first. haha. Watch out boy. Cause you really got into my nerves system. Thanks to my awesomest medical terms, he got carried away with those miserable notes he had remembered.

HAHA. OKay people, may peace be within your souls.

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P.S. Alfian.. Thanks for making me laugh on the spot for some reason!

HAHAHA SERIOUS SHIT CANNOT TAHAN LA!

Korean wannabe

2009-03-22T07:58:00.004+08:00

From the year of 2007 (at the age of 15) to Present, i've yet to be one of those korean fanatics & wannabes. Their language is just like a tongue-twisting kind, which i loved. Or maybe it's just the way they talk really.

NICE RIGHT THE DISCO VERSION ! ! OKAY A NEW DANCE STEPS COMING!

WONDER BABY & WONDERGIRLS, OKAY THIS IS WAY CUTE THAN I CAN EVER EXPECTED IT !

& LEE HYORI IS LIKE REAL REAL PRETTY ! & WHY IS THERE THIS GAY FEELING UPON ME ! STILL SHE'S HOT ! SIZZLING..

Having Fun is simply Priceless

2009-03-22T07:30:00.005+08:00

Wow, and i've been hanging out since whenever.

Friday

I've practiced for my student ambassador's presentation on that day. Thing is there were two options, option 1 is more related to, "Conducting a talk to a group of Sec4NA students about the surroundings of our school".

But wherelse, option 2 is "Assume that you attend a party for singles and convince to your audience that u can potentially be their dream guy/girl".

So my choice was Option 2. Oh c'mon is not like im a player for love or smtg, but it's more of one's self-introduction really. Which is more easier. heh. Seniors and teacher liked it cause i was the first one of out many others to take that option. Amaz-us-zing really.

Invited my cousin to school, went to expo for a lunch at Coffee Bean and to Robinsons Sale (where i got to meet Vicky, Sarah & Peiyun) and also headed to movies at night to watch "Race to Witch Mountain" with our uncle.

The movie was so so good! LOVED dwayne's biceps and triceps and and chest-ceps? yeah those body mass, like a tough man who can open a peanut butter jar, i tell you.

So friday was actually pretty tiring so far and i ate 5 times a day.

That means, i must go for a work out! Nyeh-nyeh.

DragonBall evolution; isn't that bad, dont you think?

2009-03-17T19:48:00.005+08:00

OMG, i finally met HuiWen, Venessa, Darryl and Joseph at the West side. It's like, what on earth are they doing there in the morning? duhhh, I had a reason.

& That is; im staying with my grandparents. nyeh yeh.

Then they told me they have been hanging out since 7am. I was like.. "tsk ! what the shit man". Anyways, I was glad enough to see them! & with no doubts, i miss them so much! 8)

To think of it, I really really had a great time today with him. 8)
I mean it's hard and furthermore, he's staying at the west wherelse im at the east side of singapore!

About attachment thing, he was posted to "NUH" which is his second choice and not "SGH" ! !
Like shit ah. Shit. Serious shit.

I'm gonna miss him a lot since i won't be seeing him for another 3 months and 2weeks. =S
BOOOOs.

Time : 1103pm

2009-03-15T23:59:00.008+08:00

Amiza and i happened to chat and so we decided to use the webcam, together with her sister. Both of them scared right through me as they applied mask on their faces. I swear i was so close to fart when the 'shock' state came to me.

{Cool Kan Gambar Ni?}

The conversation we had was so funny and was lasted for an hour since 1103pm. It's monday today, for sure it'll be monday blues day. I wanna webcam again with my friends! HAHA. Im a loser sia cause it's been a long time since i make use of the webcam. Wee.

Amizah's sis reminded me of "Salomah" because she dance with the head bandanna & Amizah as .. "Fatimah Rock" cause she swifted her body real fast in her house with a white cloth during the webcam.

And i was like, "MY-GOD!"

Scare me to death sey this two girls.
hahahaha!