Okay as historical as it seems, indeed that i had only spent 4 hours of an empty-minded sleep last night.
Unfortunately, nothing can even keep me tight enough to bed during the early morning today after my fasting breakfast. As i tried and tried to; like a slow turtle trying to crawl faster, i then listened to the best of Jack Johnson's songs assuming that i would sleep by then, but somehow, there was no avail to.
So basically, i'm feeling slightly better from the feverish body i had again. With the help of all God's prayers in my spiritual and emotional values.
Perhaps the answer to my question to "why can't i keep my bloody eyes close to sleep this time?", i supposed it was due to anxiousness related to after a month and 2 weeks of not attending to follow-up appointments with my Dermatologist. And yes, it haunts me.
Imagining, him getting mad at me due to further complications that i can get after a non-regular check-ups or maybe, he might be thinking that i'll run away from him on every appointments or could it be worse! That he could have increase my damn treatment bills! *GASP*
I mean, the treatment really costs. But what the heck, thanks to my oily face back then with all the blow-ups of pimples on my face. Hee. But i thanked him way too much, cause an angel dermatologist like him could have save me from all the sadness despair in me during that break out.
Overall story, i'm seeing him later at 0930 hours on the DOT. hurrhurr. I shall start acting all natural once i entered his office like..
"Hey Doc, guess who's baaaaaaacckkkk
yeah and i kind of like this picture, my teeth is white and it's almost symmetrical! teehee!
Skali he nags at me, i'll be laughing. No clue why but yeah.
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And i found a picture of me when i was a fat kid who looks like a boy in a pink top in my grandmomsie's purse, locker and of course family's-kampung-memories-album.
Oh that's my auntie from JB by the way, whom never fails to stop carrying me since i was young. Unlucky for her, thankfully my family and i had then left the kampung and breathing or should i say, living in Singapore till now and forever.
P.S. i just dont wanna feel an ah-lian in M'sia, kinda spoil a lil of my reputation though. Uhh hahaha. I was just kidding and i apologize if i have offended anyone in any way. Peace!
The end.
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